I'm having a difficult time finding quiet these days. So much activity around me, my routine is thrown off... How do I find the peace I've been getting so used to? I was starting to feel myself getting a bit stressed over this and then I realized that I wasn't making my quiet time with Jesus my priority as I have been for some time now. I haven't been skipping it, just not making it the beginning or the highlight... more like fitting it in. I can be so dense sometimes. So easily side-tracked and swept up in the moment. Jesus promises to give us his peace, we just need to ask. Why do I forget to ask?
So, I was lingering in my bed this morning, feeling quite justified, as I haven't been able to sleep there for three nights. I, like most, sleep best in my bed, in my sheets, in my familiar comfort. I slept really well and was savoring the goodness of it... when I realized that the house was coming alive with activity... my husband had left for work, two of the four kids were awake and I missed out on the moments of quiet to get connected with Jesus. Ugh!
I began praying, as is my routine, before I put my feet to the floor. Today I was asking God to help me out with how I was supposed to have "quiet time" with him if there is no quiet to be found. I finished my prayer and went about my morning business. Despite the fact that it is Christmas Break and the kids are all around and I had to get my teenager moving in order to get him to his morning basketball practice, I felt God tugging at my heart to find him and connect with him. So, I got my bible and my daily devotional and you wouldn't believe what was there for me to find.
Jesus Calling, December 27 (in Jesus' voice)
I am preparing you for what is on the road ahead, just around the bend. Take time to be still in My Presence so that I can strengthen you. The busier you become, the more you need this time apart with Me. So many people think that time spent with Me is a luxury they cannot afford. As a result, they live and work in their own strength - until that becomes depleted. Then they either cry out to Me for help or turn away in bitterness.
How much better it is to walk close to Me, depending on My strength and trusting Me in every situation. If you live in this way, you will do less but accomplish far more. Your unhurried pace of living will stand out in this rush-crazed age. Some people may deem you lazy, but many more will be blessed by your peacefulness. Walk in the Light with Me, and you will reflect Me to the watching world.
"Since ancient times no one has heard, no ear has perceived, no eye has seen any God besides you, who acts on behalf of those who wait for him." Isaiah 64:4
"I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing." John 15:5
"For in you is the fountain of life; in your light we see light." Psalm 36:9
So I guess that answers my prayers alright. It is my natural bent to be independent, like a toddler - "Do it myself." I have learned over this past year or so that I can accomplish so much more and with a more peaceful attitude when I allow God to take the lead, make him a priority in my day. So, then, why is it so easy to forget and wonder why things get off balance? Human nature I suppose. Well, I am very thankful that the Lord doesn't decide to sleep in and fit me in when it's convenient for Him to watch over me.
The next message is still coming together. I will get back to my pursuit of God's lessons on thanks soon.
"And be thankful." Colossians 3:15b
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